Morning Star

I always believe in myself,
Sometimes I believe too much.
I know I needed help,
someone I could keep in touch.

I feel alone in this new world I'm now
struggling to fit in; myself, I could not express .
like a sparrow in a group of crows,
I am constantly sad and helpless.

I keep telling myself I will survive,
I will live on, I will not hide.
For I am strong as long as you are,
be strong for me, my Morning star

I will wait for you to come,
praying, hoping and believing
Arriving after the setting of the sun.
I will be faithful to you, my everything.

Oh morning star, I know you are waiting for me
you wake me up and shine on my dark room
In order for me to see
that you will always come after the gloom.

A Glimmer of Hope

I am optimistic that things will be alright, though I don't feel it right now. All I have right now is HOPE.

Hope that one day my wife and I will be together again here in Australia. Hope that her visa will be approve. Hope that happens soon.

Hope that I could have a more stable job. Hope that one day things won't be slow. Hope that I could be happier.

People today needs hope. It's all they have to have to reach their dreams. Things sometimes does not turn out the way we hoped for. We must always be strong for trials are there to test us and make us stronger.

Loneliness sometimes gets to me. I cry every night when I am alone. The tears running down my cheeks are not tears of pain nor joy. It is a tear of hope. I cry so God may hear my prayers more because I know He might be busy listening to billions of prayers.

I write this blog with because I won't lose hope. I am positive.